Every Day Struggles

Every day it is a fight to get out of bed. Every day I suffer from depression and struggle to remain motivated. If I didn't have low self-esteem, I would have no self-esteem at all. These obstacles are a constant drain on my energy. I have W*** and his beloved penis to thank for this.  Yet every day I do get out of bed and I do manage to motivate myself, somehow. I have accomplished great things, risen to the top of my profession, seen amazing things and places, all somehow done despite my inner turmoil. I need to bottle this ability and take it off the shelf as needed.